Response To Winehose

In  this poem, it seems like the author wants to be famous but, no one notices her. She doesn't live the life that she wants, so she wants a way out. She thinks that the only way out is to drink obsessively, and possibly, to commit suicide. Would anyone miss her, who knows? It seems that she almost tries to end her life, but at the end, she says "Non no no! As if she wants to change her mind.