Hurt by the one you love

Hurt by the one you love : A found Essay From twitter and Instagram

I really wish I could hurt you, like you did me. Break your heart into a million pieces, so you know how much pain you caused me. But I can’t do that to you, even if I could, I’d still care about you regardless of the shit you put me through. I’m falling apart right in front of your eyes and you don’t even see me. I’m hiding what I’m feeling but I’m tired of holding this inside my head. I don’t remember the last time I genuinely smiled. It might hurt to walk away but that will never compare to the pain of staying. Don’t let the fear of being alone keep you in a relationship or friend where you are alone.

 I wish things were different, I wanted to stay but for what reason? your lack of effort forced me to either choose you or my joy, I’m done choosing you it’s time I choose me. My heart was taken by you, broken by you now it’s in pieces because of you. I don’t hate you , I just refuse to give you the opportunity to hurt me again, I’m good off you. I’m tired of being unhappy and feeling worthless. Depression is taking over my life, this isn’t a joke or a trend , it’s real. If you really wanted me to be happy, I wouldn’t got to fight for my happiness. At this point, I’m done ,I’m over you I tried my best but it didn’t work. After all the shit you put me threw I done lost every bit of interest I had in you. You can try and replace me all you want .But you will never find another me.

Contributors, in order of appearance: @Uhhdrugz , @Main_feelings,@Queens.dre , Scare_quotes, Fire_quotes.